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Wednesday, November 25th 2009

7:43 PM

憶雪

小時候我總是帶著某種疑問望著滿天飛雪,那飄飄灑灑棉絮似的雪花,從高處落下來時從不走直線,不像雨點那樣,千條萬條一條直線落地,帶著歡快的響聲。它總 是輕輕的……輕輕的飄落,又悄悄的落地,從不肯打攪誰,靦腆的像個大姑娘。它若是打在你的臉上,總是軟綿綿,清涼涼,濕漉漉的;若是打在你的身上,它也不 像雨點那樣迅即鑽入你的衣服內,而是帶著某種留戀,總是羞羞答答得不肯離去,待到體內暖暖的體溫從內衣深處烘出來,才慢慢的消失在朝陽的衣面兒上……

記 得少年時,我在五里外的鄰村讀初中,由於那時改制,小學上五年,初中、高中都是兩年,我那時只有十幾歲,每到冬季,都要下幾場大雪,由於對雪的熟悉,已經 很少去欣賞它了,更多的是自私的埋怨與懊惱。可想而知,只有十三四歲的年齡,就要踏著兩尺深的積雪,連續走五里遠的雪路到學校,那是何等的困難呀!所以, 充滿了對大雪的憤恨。凜冽的西北風肆無忌憚的打在鮮嫩的小臉上,猶如小刀拉的一般;再看從嘴裡冒出的股股熱氣,依依不捨的向上升騰著,一會就在棉皮帽輸出 的帽簷兒上掛滿了纖細的凌霄,有時就連眉毛也積滿了雪似的白霜。腳下是沒膝的白雪,一腳下去軟綿綿的,然後拖起另一條腿再艱難的踩下去,就這樣十幾個同學 輪換著踩下去,艱難的、毫不猶豫的向前,向前。身後是一條斑駁的深溝,在沒有輪廓的大地上漂浮著一條蜿蜒的長龍……


少時的記憶總是難以忘懷,更難 忘為時兩年的初中求學過程。如今已是三十多年過去,彈指一揮間,人是物非,原本只有一條小街的故鄉,已是衍生了八條同樣的小街,住房更是今非昔比,屋里屋 外裝修得充滿了農村的情趣,雖比不上城里人住樓房裝修得講究,倒也突出特色,素淨淡雅,小巧簡潔。如今,我也從一個懵懂少年步入知天命的年齡,伴隨著歷史 的車輪從農村滾到如今的區級城市,並從一介布衣熬成了今天小有成就的袖珍老闆,真是往事不堪回首啊。

自改革開放始到得如今,經濟幾乎是爆炸式的發 展,在發展的同時也留下了許多遺憾,比如環境。由於原始環境的破壞,地球變暖,從而造成氣候變化異常,這其中最值得人們懷念的就是青山綠水,由於大量水資 源的消逝,以往充斥溝渠河汊的汪洋不見了,到處是裸露的河床和乾涸的溝渠,以往一連數天的漫天大雪不見了,代之而來的是凌亂的小得不能再小的落雪,類似少 年時那樣的大雪沒有了,幾十年的過程讓每一個人的心裡充滿了對大雪的期待,可每個到來的冬天都千篇一律的一樣,令人失望。由於地球變暖,氣候南移,二十年 前東北的哈爾濱零下三四十度是常事,長江以南更是四季如春。然而今天,長江以南同樣遭受冬天的煎熬,也沒有多大優勢可言。由此可見,未來氣候將會越來越難 以駕馭,給人類帶來的危害也越來越大,只有全人類切實行動起來保護我們賴以生存的地球,人類才能規避大自然產生的強烈報復,人類才有幸福的未來。

但願兒時的記憶能夠找回,久違了的大雪,下在它該下得地方;但願一切都理智的回歸自然,讓自然決定我們的未來。
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Wednesday, September 2nd 2009

6:55 PM

高貴之心

大學之後,幾乎很少看電視了,但有幾檔節目還是比較感興趣的。比如《魯豫有約》,就基本上一期也沒落下過。煽情不是它的主要風格,但是今天卻著實被感動了。
 
這期節目說的是龍在天袖珍人藝術團的故事。在此,我不想解釋什麼是袖珍人。有疑惑的朋友可以自己去百度。他們是行走在長人森林裡的弱不禁風是小草,任何戲謔的好奇都會給他們的心靈造成傷害。但他們卻敢於面對人世間各種目光,任你狂風暴雨,我自巍峨不動。
 
他們的聲音像孩子,卻更加飽滿充實,帶著一種歷經世故的成熟。團長吳小莉在魯豫“逼問”下爽朗的笑聲讓我感受到了稀有的真誠。在《黃金甲》有一段 報時的配音,當時看電影的時候就覺得這個設計非常漂亮,那個聲音實在太有特色了,不但反映出來了宮廷的節律森嚴,還把那種山雨欲來風滿樓的枯朽表現的淋漓 盡致,沒想到配音的正是袖珍藝術團的老郭老李。
 
他們的表情自然大方,天真無邪,卻不乏成人的深思謹慎。談及日常生活,他們更有無數傾訴不盡的苦楚。但一本生活經早被他們專研透了,不僅能應付各 類紛繁俗事,還能聚集在一起,開闢自己的精神生活。在談及婚戀時,我仔細觀察了他們的表情,或幸福,或癡情,或迷茫,或期盼。因為身體缺陷,他們對於愛情 的理解,比常人更深刻,對愛情的熱望和追求,比常人更激烈……
 
節目過程中,有幾個特寫鏡頭給了笑的失態的觀眾,我把這當作是導演善意的批評。當別人細數心酸的時候,你不感動,不給予同情就算了,何必放聲大 笑,還笑的那麼不雅。用團長吳小莉的話呵責,就是:“你們這些人到底有沒有修養,懂不懂尊重!?”他們是在弱勢群體,他們心靈的敏感程度更甚於常人吶!
 
雖然很受感動,但是我沒有掉眼淚,我把這當作是自己的冷漠。那麼,冷漠的人們,以及熱愛怨天尤人的朋友,請你們用那高貴的眼睛看看他們吧,看看他們是如何在你們的冰冷的影子和壓力下活得趣味盎然的。
 
他們是我們的兄弟姐妹,他們和我們在人格上是平等的。當他們把館藏的皮影送給魯豫的時候,我發覺那個皮影是見過的。 《盜墓筆記》和《鬼吹燈》的封面用的就是這種皮影,還有幾本散文雜誌。他們從事的皮影事業也是民族寶貴的精神藝術財富吶!
 
想起海明威的一句話,真正的高貴,不是比別人優秀,而是在巨大的忍辱中超越自己。很高興,他們做到了。很慚愧,我沒做到。
 
赤子之心,千金不換。高貴之心,千金不換。
 
最後,祝福這些朋友能過的快樂,找到自己的幸福。我,也會更珍惜自己的生活。

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Friday, July 4th 2008

2:12 AM

A Fatal Earthquake Bring Two Hearts Together

He and she plan on May 18 - -Divorce on commemoration day in their marriage. He says: There is good beginning, still have a good ending, she has no objection. She begins to clear up her belongs, planing to move back to her parent's home. He didn't objected to it, in the heart, he think this is the best way, someone would look after her, he doesn't need worry about her芭蕾舞.

When she leaves home, such is unwilling, though and he has only lived for one year, wonder anything, want, give up down he, heart ache a little. She will expect at once he is evil, he does not like having a bath, does not like going out and accompanying her to play, not loving the undertaking, accompany at her side all day, as soon as she thinks of here, she shut the door and left. He sees her going out, sees her getting a lift, sees her disappear in the dim light of night. He sit on the ground, he want, give that she go back actually, but she refused him in sitting room depressed. Do not know because of anything, he cries 普通話課程.

May really there is God in the world, when he is most depressed, the unit sends him to be on business to Hainan. He thinks: Can relieve boredom. At ordinary times, want go out, he must tell her whom he used to it dial the telephone for her this time, can just put through, had hung. He remembers, they have already divorced. In this way, he has gone to Hainan. Just on the day of Hainan, various dinner parties in his busy work, people are really strange, once beginning to be busy can enable one's own thinking paralysis, think of nothing. Pass by like that after flashing for a few days. When it is exactly busy, he has heard the customer discussing Wenchuan earthquake. He says: What thing at time? The customer says: At yesterday, why did not you know? He says: Yes, I am busy these days, do not watch TV either, watch the newspaper. The customer says: Brother, this have to care, have the connection with our businesses. He has put down the thing on hand, has turned on the TV set, on the TV is a programme televised live of an earthquake at this moment, he does not understand what happened to oneself, has cried once seeing touching picture, and after seeing so many a person dies in an accident, and the person in the ruins is seeking survival, while rescuing, he suddenly thought of her, how about her place? Though he has not called her, heart is thinking, he worries about her. He really thinks at this moment that has no prospects oneself拉丁舞.

In the morning, he received her telephone, it was very early, he looked habitually time is over five o'clock in the morning. She says: How are you? Have you seen earthquake? Much people have all died in an accident, there are a couple, the husband is in order to rescue the wife, die with wife, if I were you, do you know like that? He says: Certain, who does not rescue you and rescue when being the most difficult? She cries and says: When will you go home? He says: Quite soon, these days. She says: Looking at Wenchuan after the earthquake, I find the time that people live in the world is very short, the undertaking, fame and gain are not important, the most important one will spend each day, I should not require you like that in the past, will you forgive me? He says: Do you have nothing serious? In fact, in heart, I am easy to hate to part with you to leave, as you know, I love you. At this moment, she hung up crying Flower Shop.

People are so strange, a fatal earthquake brings a disaster to the her place, made her knew what life she wanted. When he goes home from Hainan, they realized they can't leave each other, she no longer makes demands to him, the most important thing is: Two people, so long as enough they're happy and health live together. This is what he actually always want to told her, although he didn't tell her instead of a smil. A fatal earthquake makes their heart move nearer.
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Friday, July 4th 2008

2:12 AM

A Fatal Earthquake Bring Two Hearts Together

He and she plan on May 18 - -Divorce on commemoration day in their marriage. He says: There is good beginning, still have a good ending, she has no objection. She begins to clear up her belongs, planing to move back to her parent's home. He didn't objected to it, in the heart, he think this is the best way, someone would look after her, he doesn't need worry about her芭蕾舞.

When she leaves home, such is unwilling, though and he has only lived for one year, wonder anything, want, give up down he, heart ache a little. She will expect at once he is evil, he does not like having a bath, does not like going out and accompanying her to play, not loving the undertaking, accompany at her side all day, as soon as she thinks of here, she shut the door and left. He sees her going out, sees her getting a lift, sees her disappear in the dim light of night. He sit on the ground, he want, give that she go back actually, but she refused him in sitting room depressed. Do not know because of anything, he cries 普通話課程.

May really there is God in the world, when he is most depressed, the unit sends him to be on business to Hainan. He thinks: Can relieve boredom. At ordinary times, want go out, he must tell her whom he used to it dial the telephone for her this time, can just put through, had hung. He remembers, they have already divorced. In this way, he has gone to Hainan. Just on the day of Hainan, various dinner parties in his busy work, people are really strange, once beginning to be busy can enable one's own thinking paralysis, think of nothing. Pass by like that after flashing for a few days. When it is exactly busy, he has heard the customer discussing Wenchuan earthquake. He says: What thing at time? The customer says: At yesterday, why did not you know? He says: Yes, I am busy these days, do not watch TV either, watch the newspaper. The customer says: Brother, this have to care, have the connection with our businesses. He has put down the thing on hand, has turned on the TV set, on the TV is a programme televised live of an earthquake at this moment, he does not understand what happened to oneself, has cried once seeing touching picture, and after seeing so many a person dies in an accident, and the person in the ruins is seeking survival, while rescuing, he suddenly thought of her, how about her place? Though he has not called her, heart is thinking, he worries about her. He really thinks at this moment that has no prospects oneself拉丁舞.

In the morning, he received her telephone, it was very early, he looked habitually time is over five o'clock in the morning. She says: How are you? Have you seen earthquake? Much people have all died in an accident, there are a couple, the husband is in order to rescue the wife, die with wife, if I were you, do you know like that? He says: Certain, who does not rescue you and rescue when being the most difficult? She cries and says: When will you go home? He says: Quite soon, these days. She says: Looking at Wenchuan after the earthquake, I find the time that people live in the world is very short, the undertaking, fame and gain are not important, the most important one will spend each day, I should not require you like that in the past, will you forgive me? He says: Do you have nothing serious? In fact, in heart, I am easy to hate to part with you to leave, as you know, I love you. At this moment, she hung up crying Flower Shop.

People are so strange, a fatal earthquake brings a disaster to the her place, made her knew what life she wanted. When he goes home from Hainan, they realized they can't leave each other, she no longer makes demands to him, the most important thing is: Two people, so long as enough they're happy and health live together. This is what he actually always want to told her, although he didn't tell her instead of a smil. A fatal earthquake makes their heart move nearer.
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Thursday, June 26th 2008

4:19 AM

Treasure Each Other


Father and elder brother always have many conflicts, my father's way is the violence, and the elder brother's way is to leave. As to mother, are all the cruelty. She unwilling to see son get a trashing, unwilling every day tear to miss son that ........ She only waits quietly, waits for his son to go home flepstudio.

She likes watching the TV play " filial son ", but does not like the tear that can't help gushing out each time; She is always vying for listening to the electric telephone, can not always finding that familiar sound; It used to sit she in gate's view crowd,tired there aren't this kind extremely but she iportalx .

On festive occasions more than ever we think of our dear ones far away, but Mid-autumn Festival reach, her son does not have any news. She has not taken a moon cake, just look at dully, that kind of plea that is appeared in eyes lets can be cardialgia who look. She wonder her son the moon cake wipe out now, she wonders whether his son has winter clothes, she I wonder money that the son take away, will deceive ....... The not knowing to make her always reticent of all digtriad .

At last, one day, father and I went out, saw she sat on the gate again, blush scarlet, both snivel and tears. My feeling at that time was that an elder brother had met accident, but father thought the thief came in the family, everyone did not think, yes ...... It is that she is ill. When a terrible word appears in my brain, I do not really believe, because mother very healthy in memory of me, one year such as she cold there is few number of times, how could suddenly fall ill? I drag arm of doctor, can't help shake the head, until the fact that he tell whom I find in time, should freeadvertisingforum4u .......

Mother has cried, the ones that cried are so sad, have not been stopping crying all the time as the child has lost toys. She catch this stress that, pain and pain of heart of body make a very strong one she support constantly ceaselessly, she is struggling, struggles under the white quilt, she aches, aches all over. I can't help seeing the snow outside at this moment, yes, winter came. I am tired of this pure white snow for the first time, because I witness what is covered with this pure white one is a endless pain.

She of more than 20 days in the hospital treatment, nothing to smile, doctors do not like her, think her not strong. But the doctor does not know pains of her heart will be 100 times more than pains on the body, 1,000 times  .......

Welcome one festival again, New Year's Day. My whole family spend in the hospital, only few elder brothers. Can leave hospital at last, mother smiled that day, she was homesick. Yes, the feeling of going home is good.

Having approached day by day from now to the day on the Spring Festival, mother's tears are many day by day too. The miracle has appeared. That morning, elder sister and I are busy with tidying up the room, suddenly the phone rang, mother walked towards telephone again, but her pace is not so good as the past, the elder sister connected. " blue and green, please come back, our mother's all disease " The elder sister has not finished saying yet, mother seizes the telephone, " the child, come back " . The sob blocks her words, she cries and can't utter a word. I have heard the sound that pout, that one of the telephone is broken, but mother's sob is still continuing.

The elder brother has come back, he has knelt down once entering the door, he is wrong. My father props up him with mother, but he does not stand up, says in that oneself is wrong while crying. He has stood up, draws mother's hands, let her sit down. This can't help letting me think of uncles each time and come back to hold the scene of grandmother's hands, that is a kind of happiness, and that one kind is sad even more.

As the saying goes: A prodigal who returns is more precious than gold. Elder brother turn round, but whom he pay painful cost, one is than ache in also want the pain aching by oneself!

Wish to understand each other, treasure each other between the whole parents and child all over the world! Don't wait for and lose regretting, otherwise everything has no enough time!


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Thursday, June 26th 2008

4:19 AM

Treasure Each Other


Father and elder brother always have many conflicts, my father's way is the violence, and the elder brother's way is to leave. As to mother, are all the cruelty. She unwilling to see son get a trashing, unwilling every day tear to miss son that ........ She only waits quietly, waits for his son to go home flepstudio.

She likes watching the TV play " filial son ", but does not like the tear that can't help gushing out each time; She is always vying for listening to the electric telephone, can not always finding that familiar sound; It used to sit she in gate's view crowd,tired there aren't this kind extremely but she iportalx .

On festive occasions more than ever we think of our dear ones far away, but Mid-autumn Festival reach, her son does not have any news. She has not taken a moon cake, just look at dully, that kind of plea that is appeared in eyes lets can be cardialgia who look. She wonder her son the moon cake wipe out now, she wonders whether his son has winter clothes, she I wonder money that the son take away, will deceive ....... The not knowing to make her always reticent of all digtriad .

At last, one day, father and I went out, saw she sat on the gate again, blush scarlet, both snivel and tears. My feeling at that time was that an elder brother had met accident, but father thought the thief came in the family, everyone did not think, yes ...... It is that she is ill. When a terrible word appears in my brain, I do not really believe, because mother very healthy in memory of me, one year such as she cold there is few number of times, how could suddenly fall ill? I drag arm of doctor, can't help shake the head, until the fact that he tell whom I find in time, should freeadvertisingforum4u .......

Mother has cried, the ones that cried are so sad, have not been stopping crying all the time as the child has lost toys. She catch this stress that, pain and pain of heart of body make a very strong one she support constantly ceaselessly, she is struggling, struggles under the white quilt, she aches, aches all over. I can't help seeing the snow outside at this moment, yes, winter came. I am tired of this pure white snow for the first time, because I witness what is covered with this pure white one is a endless pain.

She of more than 20 days in the hospital treatment, nothing to smile, doctors do not like her, think her not strong. But the doctor does not know pains of her heart will be 100 times more than pains on the body, 1,000 times  .......

Welcome one festival again, New Year's Day. My whole family spend in the hospital, only few elder brothers. Can leave hospital at last, mother smiled that day, she was homesick. Yes, the feeling of going home is good.

Having approached day by day from now to the day on the Spring Festival, mother's tears are many day by day too. The miracle has appeared. That morning, elder sister and I are busy with tidying up the room, suddenly the phone rang, mother walked towards telephone again, but her pace is not so good as the past, the elder sister connected. " blue and green, please come back, our mother's all disease " The elder sister has not finished saying yet, mother seizes the telephone, " the child, come back " . The sob blocks her words, she cries and can't utter a word. I have heard the sound that pout, that one of the telephone is broken, but mother's sob is still continuing.

The elder brother has come back, he has knelt down once entering the door, he is wrong. My father props up him with mother, but he does not stand up, says in that oneself is wrong while crying. He has stood up, draws mother's hands, let her sit down. This can't help letting me think of uncles each time and come back to hold the scene of grandmother's hands, that is a kind of happiness, and that one kind is sad even more.

As the saying goes: A prodigal who returns is more precious than gold. Elder brother turn round, but whom he pay painful cost, one is than ache in also want the pain aching by oneself!

Wish to understand each other, treasure each other between the whole parents and child all over the world! Don't wait for and lose regretting, otherwise everything has no enough time!


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Wednesday, May 21st 2008

8:41 PM

On the 12th of May,2008

  • Mood: Sad
Whether the earthquake, or the earthquake.
    
Wherever i go these two days,  can only hear such a sound, is showing Premier's speech in the disaster area on the bus, talking about the miserable picture that sees each other on the net in the office, then everybody sighs with deep feeling ceaselessly, even if I who never see the news, turned on the TV set and watched the news hookup once going home, see the time to have to do homework every day, always thinking, it is how will I do if at the scene.
   
Everybody say China what happened to is these, snow calamity, independence of Tibet then whether brothers disease it continues to be heavy earthquake, lower heavy to let Yu Si people it really, so want, toil flesh and bone, bitter his will?  See news online, real-time newer figure rise constantly, 10,000 more than death of people, it is difficult to imagine, there are three mobile phone newspapers, the latest news of the report every day, see that rescues a person each time on TV, nearly celebrated joyously by the whole audience, yes, at this moment, it has already been the greatest luck to live, can pour the lid in the house, the things can be added again, people, it is very lucky so long as live.
   
In the large stretch of earthquake report, unexpectedly has also seen someone gathering together the thing that jumps out of the building from Hong Kong in the corner of the newspaper, it is said new world that side for less than these two days someone jump out of the building too, how is this on earth, how many people wanted to live, why these people still take things too hard, it was not oneself, see those children that has not chosen on TV too! See the desperate parents before cheating the corpse of the scarf! Buried the child not knowing life and death in the ruins, none of them wants to die, but why there are people lives in the happy city, but want not to open and jump out of the building?
   
On the 12th of May, will be remembered forever by the Chinese. 

芭蕾舞 水墨畫班 婚紗攝影 ballet

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